infected eyes

me <3 zarra.

acting cute.

my candypies.

goodbye to memories.

down with eye infection.
dunno what i have done with my eyes,
most probably it's contact lens.
didn't go to school today.
heard school was fun!i so wanted to go to school today la.
it's creative ARTS.we get to draw!

supposed to go to work tmr.
but wasn't able to make it.cause of my eyes.
doc says it'd be better not to go work.

i hate feeling this way.
having to stay at home whole day at times really sucks.
not being able to go out sucks too.
imagine everytime waking up staying at home.
eat sleep watch tv.seems like relaxing?
but i dont find it that way.
i feel i'm wasting my day away.
have been sleeping and sleeping all the day long.

i dont wanna live with time bomb by my side.
which will go off anytime.
how's that?feeling so weak and sick just hoping someone
could give some concern and make you feel warmth?
or rather wakin up and getting a good scolding or argument.
with no proof or evidence,coming straight at you.
and evreything is so on and off on and off.

i realise having you by my side makes my post more and more emo
each day.i dont use to blog like that.but i dunno
why this is happening.i never said it's you who caused this.
but perhaps it's me making such a stupid decision.
perhaps i dont like the way you handle things.
but that's the way you do it. :)
thanks for everything once again!